Yesterday, I slept at around 3:30 am. I spoke with an old friend of mine, and came to know that she is getting engaged. She finally found the perfect match for her, and is very happy about it. Her happiness spread to my life too, and I was smiling the whole time I was talking to her. I didn't watch any TV episodes, instead I was completing my training sessions. Today, I woke up at 10:00 am, and found out that the weather outside was very cloudy. Clouds added an amazing effect to the start of my day. I love this type of weather a lot - just before raining. Well, after that I just checked my work mail, and got ready for the interview. The interview started at 11:00 am. It was going all good, he asked me normal questions on job change etc, but then the puzzle started. It was a simple puzzle, and I solved it in one way, then he asked me for a better answer, so I tried it out, and finally arrived at a solution. The interviewer was not that helpful, and throughout was very unresponsive. Then, it was time for the business case. It was related to an insurance company. He gave me a few bits of information, and then asked me about the profitability of a particular section of insurance agents. I had very less idea about the working of an insurance company, so I struggled, and missed out a major factor of cost in the Revenue equation. The unresponsive nature added to the struggle, and there were many pause or empty moments. Anyways, the interview ended finally, and I was relieved off the pain. After that, I decided to forget about the interview and move forward. Before the interview, I started making an excel sheet about my business idea. So, I decided to keep working on that. After I was done, I shared the file with Dallas, who told me that Akshay is also interested in working on the business plan. I was happy about it, and decided to go ahead with it. Dallas also told me about a business idea which he had thought, and I supported him to go ahead with it. Akshay created a new Gmail account and shared the login details. So our very first mail account was up and running. I shared a Google spreadsheet so that we can add/edit ideas whenever we want and also independent of each other. Akshay also sent us a mail regarding business case competitions. We will look forward to such competitions in future. It will add a lot to our business skills and help us in implementing our main idea. Anyways, after that I had my lunch, and started watching CSI:Miami episodes. At around 4 pm, my mom and my sister went to beauty parlor and tuition respectively. Then, I started chatting on Yahoo, and did that till evening. After that I went on to watch the IPL match between Pune and Deccan. Then, I decided to write my diary entry, and while I was in the middle of it, a big fight started between my mom and me. It was the remaining part of the earlier fight. I tried to explain how I miss the interaction we used to have, how I couldn't play the role of a big brother to my sister, how I still cherish those childhood memories and miss that feeling of togetherness despite being not so well off then. This went on and on, and was reaching a conclusion when my Dad interfered and said that all this discussion is useless. He even commented something related to my musical abilities in childhood. He said that during my school days I didn't understand music. This accusation made me very angry, and I burst out. This resulted in a bigger fight between me and my Dad. He then went on saying things he shouldn't have said, but I remained quite. He even added a prospective of breaking up the relationship. He said that he will continue with his duty of providing money and other materialistic needs I have, but will never interfere again. I kept quite. The fight continued even after Dinner, but I just shut myself and started listening to the song "Forever Reign". It relieved me of the pain, and I started smiling. In the background, I could hear my Dad saying some other things to me, but I didn't pay attention. I know that he cannot understand me, so I just gave up and surrendered. Now, I am ending this diary note. Fear has captured me for a while, but I guess I will recover very soon. I have to live with my Dad alone from 18th May to 31st May. I will adjust myself somehow, and pass through the phase. I wish I got into some B school, then this day would have never came. A change of place and situation is very much necessary. I hope something magical happens, and I escape to some place. Next, I plan to mourn in my sadness, then watch a few episodes of CSI:Miami.
