The talk last night was quite good.Well, at least for me. Towards the end, I was almost about to cry when suddenly she held me close. She started crying instead.
By sharing all that is going on in my head, I felt quite relieved. It might have had an adverse impact on her but I was being completely selfish after quite a while. She still has issues about why I didn't ask her few obvious questions, but I guess that can't be undone now. I didn't ask those questions when I was supposed to. I was immature and didn't put all my mind into this relationship.
Today I woke up with some hope that I would be able to do something. I would be able to participate in fun. I can handle pressure. I even wanted to go to the gym.
By sharing all that is going on in my head, I felt quite relieved. It might have had an adverse impact on her but I was being completely selfish after quite a while. She still has issues about why I didn't ask her few obvious questions, but I guess that can't be undone now. I didn't ask those questions when I was supposed to. I was immature and didn't put all my mind into this relationship.
Today I woke up with some hope that I would be able to do something. I would be able to participate in fun. I can handle pressure. I even wanted to go to the gym.
