Yesterday I slept at around 2:30 am. Today I woke up at around 8:00 am, and got ready for office. I left for office at around 8:50 am, and reached office at 11:00 am. I started working, and had a chat with Gil regarding the schema analyzer. I was ready to work again, when the whole sky fell on me. Tanvi pinged me , I guess for the first time on gmail and told me that She and Rishabh are getting married. I was kind of caught off guard and was not ready for such a blockbuster news. But, I handled it somehow and tried to move on. The whole time in office, I got sudden bursts of fear when I recall the moment she announced the news. I don't know why the news scared me. I guess it suddenly made me realize that the world will move on and will not wait for me. I will go on losing friends and life will leave me alone. I couldn't work properly in office but managed to push myself in the latter half. I left for home at around 5:10 pm, and reached Dad's office at 6:00 pm. Then, I reached home at around 7:20 pm. I didn't know how to tell my parents about the news and so I decided to defer it. Also, the date of wedding is 11th march and it is in ludhiana. I don't know whether I would be able to go. Anyways, I had some Tea and then pinged Shatabdi. I vented out my feelings to her and the discussion went on to reveal that she had oral sex. I didn't disclose my experiences but I told her that I would soon. Anyways, after that I left for gym after pre work out dinner. Today was work out day. I came back, took bath and wrote this diary. Next, I plan to watch some movie and then sleep by 2:00 am.
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